oh my god

it is crazily near christmas now.

this morning when i woke up i had that funny buzzing in yout tummy when your excited, the feeling you had when you were a very little girl. The radio times, sherry, pillowcases as stockings, lights and even the coke adverts make me want to scream like a child again. oh i love christmas time :)

"she's got a lovely bottom"

I should like to know. I'd like to find out, what my Sophie thinks about.
What's behind those vacant eyes.
I know that she likes it when i tickle her back.
Breathing in my hair, is my little bird all there.
I KNOW THOSE SNOWY BREAST
IM NO STRANGER TO HER FLUFFY ABDOMEN. hahahahhahahaha
One of the funniest and weirdest songs i have ever heard in my life.

Embarrassing whistling at parties, where i am frowned upon for not being boring enough. LA LA LA. why make up a chant? why? Its not like you're a New Zealand Rugby team you absolute fools. State and a half. I'll show you state and a half. Check out a mirror mate.
Good night though. pretty funny, Pretty drunk.
I'm not really a poet, and i do know it.
OOOOOH YUM SKIPS. childhood food.

photogs

By someone very special.

Someone i'm sure will be doing this for a long long time in the future,

whether for a job or just for loving doing it.

oh wow thats comical and interesting

Haven't blogged in a fair while. I come back online and realise what the last thing i blogged about.

Funny how sometimes time seems to stand still and nothing changes.

I spose we learn how to deal with things being different. often they haven't changed, but the way we seem to deal with them has.

Things are good though, well the way theyre being handled means they seem better, i think.

s'all a bit silly.

tad messed up really :S

this calls for a postscret i think.

and maybe some fmls about coconut babies and surprise birthdays dressed as a slutty nurse.

better. :)

better, better, better, better.
things looking up
im being less silly. but i like to be a bit silly sometimes, makes life a bit more interesting.

I need this

i need to be on a desert island at night, completely by myself, laying on the sand looking at the starry sky, all warm and not thinking about anything but the shapes that the stars make to me.
Or as my friend sp suggests being out on a really calm sea, on a lovely boat, laying on the top deck, looking up at the stars. or.. even better, flying up high in the sky to the stars to join them. any of these would be lovely. just the ticket i think.

hmm hurts a litte.

i need to find a remedy for all this. the situations never going to change, so i need to change how i feel about it. thankyou so much sophie for making me feel better a lot of times for a long time now, i honestly dont know what i would have done without you. So, about this remedy. i think i'll either take to looking out my window for a while before i go to bed, or i might start reading loads and lost in stories and lives that i can suddenly withdraw from if i dont like how theyre going. I like that idea. maybe i'll star-gaze one night, and then i'll read the night after that on and on and on.

www.deviantart.com

i quite like it.

even though im not a very creative person.

i feel awful.

i completely waste this beautiful feild.

its a shame were moving soon.

This was the walk after which i got home and realised i was locked out.

i had to crawl through a window which was luckily open. oh dear.

The do.

okay, i'm making this blog so that when theyre all the big trend i can say i loved them first
i LOVE them .there i said it.
thought i would get that out there just before their song "on my shoulders" on that awesome advert for oxford notebooks gets them famous in the UK.
i'll tell the story of my discovering them :)
on the way to Ile de la Reunion (April 08) i was at the airport in France and in some music shop i found their CD and listened to it on those headphone things you find once upon a blue moon in music stores, but only the cool ones.
On my shoulders isnt my favourite though.
i love "Aha" and "song for lovers" is pretty aswell.
depresses me a tad though, being about love and all. oh dear, im too single for my own good :P

well this summers been a tad crap.

it has really.
i havent seen much of all my friends :(
the boating holiday was fun. bit claustrophobic.
i really like that word.
the best thing about this summer has been music. its made me so happy.
i spose there have been some good times.
summers all over now though so it doesnt matter. i shouldnt dwell.

Little crush

pain in the ass. :(

ADVICE FROM A CATERPILLAR.

"Explain yourself!"

"I can't explain myself, I'm afraid Sir," said Alice

"because i am not myself, you see"

FURY AND THE MOUSE.

Fury said to a mouse,

That he met in the house,

"Let us both go to law:

I will prosecute you.

Come, I'll take no denial;

We must have a trial:

For really this morning

I've nothing to do"

Said the mouse to the cur,

"Such a trial, dear Sir,

With no jury or judge,

would be wasting our breath"

"I'll be judge,

I'll be jury",

Said cunning old Fury:

"I'll try the whole cause,

and condemn you to death.

sunnier times

So, im going on holiday.



It's gonna be lovely and sunny i hope, and interesting.



England is boring sometimes, and cold and cloudy, well cloudy most of the time. ill miss it though. of course, well the people especially.


"a sailor's life is the life for me" for the next two weeks, obviously.

summer summer summer

its the end of school. summer is meant to be here but tbh i havent dont anything that summery and its not that sunny.
i have my theory tomorrow. that scares the crap out of me. and saying that reminds me of my friends who i havent seen in a while now, well nearly a week. (ACTUALLY taking the piss out of my body) Oh i miss them all so bad.
so yeah, driving should help me to do more, i can drive places, and be free like those little seed things you blow off of those flowers that tell the time. I always try to catch them and make a wish.

Hoppipolla

well i have to thank a certain sophie parrock for showing me this song.

It is probably my favourite now. absoulute musical marvell.

I probably love it so much because of its connotations of:
roof top star gazing
the fresh air
the friendship
and the buzz of rollercoaster adrenaline to come the next day.

can't bloody beleive myself.

pride arises.

really made me smile a lot, and scream and be proud.

28.06.09.
SAW the ride, colossus, nemesis, KFC and sunshine/stroke. however NO Vortex, and no quantum (from now on) - go on laugh, i would if i werent me, and i had more courage.
im guessing it will be one of those days i'm going to think about for a long time yet.

i'm still getting to grips with this.

making my brain tingle a little bit, but never as much as emission spectra. I think i'm beggining to get it all- homeworks not too hard, and i might put a picture on soon

life.

its a little frustrating at times, but i'll learn to deal with it and stop being a sensetive silly billy.

"The best moment in my life?... hmmm..."

times square you complete me. Feb 09.