I need this

i need to be on a desert island at night, completely by myself, laying on the sand looking at the starry sky, all warm and not thinking about anything but the shapes that the stars make to me.
Or as my friend sp suggests being out on a really calm sea, on a lovely boat, laying on the top deck, looking up at the stars. or.. even better, flying up high in the sky to the stars to join them. any of these would be lovely. just the ticket i think.

hmm hurts a litte.

i need to find a remedy for all this. the situations never going to change, so i need to change how i feel about it. thankyou so much sophie for making me feel better a lot of times for a long time now, i honestly dont know what i would have done without you. So, about this remedy. i think i'll either take to looking out my window for a while before i go to bed, or i might start reading loads and lost in stories and lives that i can suddenly withdraw from if i dont like how theyre going. I like that idea. maybe i'll star-gaze one night, and then i'll read the night after that on and on and on.

www.deviantart.com

i quite like it.

even though im not a very creative person.

i feel awful.

i completely waste this beautiful feild.

its a shame were moving soon.

This was the walk after which i got home and realised i was locked out.

i had to crawl through a window which was luckily open. oh dear.

The do.

okay, i'm making this blog so that when theyre all the big trend i can say i loved them first
i LOVE them .there i said it.
thought i would get that out there just before their song "on my shoulders" on that awesome advert for oxford notebooks gets them famous in the UK.
i'll tell the story of my discovering them :)
on the way to Ile de la Reunion (April 08) i was at the airport in France and in some music shop i found their CD and listened to it on those headphone things you find once upon a blue moon in music stores, but only the cool ones.
On my shoulders isnt my favourite though.
i love "Aha" and "song for lovers" is pretty aswell.
depresses me a tad though, being about love and all. oh dear, im too single for my own good :P

well this summers been a tad crap.

it has really.
i havent seen much of all my friends :(
the boating holiday was fun. bit claustrophobic.
i really like that word.
the best thing about this summer has been music. its made me so happy.
i spose there have been some good times.
summers all over now though so it doesnt matter. i shouldnt dwell.

Little crush

pain in the ass. :(